Learn to

- Be happy for other people's well beings.
After all it's what we've been hoping for isn't it?
- That everyone around us be well and happy.

Good luck peeps!

Such a summery spring! Yet I love it! Had badminton yesterday and am having severe muscleache right now. But then I enjoyed myself so much! Hadn't been playing so hard for some time! Anyway, 11days left and I'm still nowhere finishing my lecture notes. Gosh, someone should press the panic button now. But then again, I keep on telling myself that I shouldn't stress out too much, I'll do my best of course, but at the same time, I wanna enjoy studying like how I enjoy my life! After all, I don't just study for exams. Right? haha!

Goodluck everyone! We should all be working hard but not stressing out! Do our best and Buddha will take care of the rest! hahahaha! XP !

Valentine’s Day Syndrome

大家！新年快乐！情人节快乐！

终于又是令人又爱又恨情人节。我们家的人[66]一大早就有那 Pre-Valentine’s Day Syndrome 了，其中就以卓依为首，她老早就在那里兴奋得不得了！哈哈…… 情人是没有啦，红色心性气球倒是有一粒，搭巴士回家时还觉得颇尴尬的，不过我想，大家投来的是羡慕的眼光吧？哈哈…… 阿Q精神的代言人！

原来一些无心的玩笑是的开不得，你认为很单纯的事情，别人可不这么认为，真的是说者无心，听者有意；不过“灰仔”的加入，扩大了小熊家族。对于那样的发展，也只能让它这样了。 。看到有些朋友为了单身的事情烦恼，真的很想说，不用担心的，你们这么善良，一定会遇到最适合自己的那位；现在没有，只是因为时机不对，反正缘分这么玄的东西，是我们都无法掌握的，就随缘吧！

发觉自己原来还是会有陷入很负面情绪而又不能自救的时候，甚至连睡眠和甜食也无法令我动心！还让我足足没胃口吃东西了好几天，连我自己都会开始害怕。然后才察觉到自己原来每次有事情时，都会选择自己尝试去解决；当事情发展到自己无法控制的地步时才会向别人倾诉或求救。这么倔强的个性，我还是第一次正视它。

哦，对了！知道我情人节和谁约会去吗？就是 …… …… …… …… …… …… 和卓依参与了我们大学佛学会的第二次佛学班！真的很开心耶！虽然讲的都浅白，可是都是和我们生活息息相关的课题；讲师不需要大条道理也可以解释地很贴切。能在这里和一群对佛法有着浓厚兴趣的法侣听闻佛法，真的很法喜！今天我们还去报名哦！所以我们是UoB Buddhist Meditation Society 的一分子了！哈哈…… 希望自己不会再懒散下去，要更精进用功才行！

无论如何，这阵子以来的心得：凡事不能强求的，就随缘吧；只要是自己问心无愧，就不需要担心别人怎样对我们，反正我们也控制不了嘛~ 呵呵……

顺带介绍一首歌吧~

Flower ---------{@}

I like it when flowers are around, they make everything seems nicer.

It was spring

Took this last spring. And anticipating a more exciting one this year. At least Mancunians and possibly one of the Londonders will be celebrating CNY with us in Bath! I’m thrilled just by hearing the news!

Seriously, am I even preparing for exams? lol. Anyway, I want spring to come! I want a better ISB! And I want sunshine! :D

Random

 

It’s never easy.

When you know you wouldn’t get what you’ve put in.

But hey, this is life, it’s never as what we would’ve expected.

And that’s what makes it interesting.

Random Pic

Was tidying up my mobile after a one-hour-crazy-session with my crazy housemates. Seriously, I’m thinking of getting a karaoke set now! Oh! And a polaroid camera! I think I like them better than DSLR now. haha.

Anyway, found some cute pictures that I’ve took with my phone ages ago and find that they’re actually quite cute!

 Pictures of Lilly! Oh I miss her! Especially during practical! . Hope she’s doing GREAT in Germany!

I’m still figuring out what’s with these. But they’re cutee!

I wish I can play Chess as good as them!

Woah! haha

Cute and random pictures I suppose. haha. Anyway, take care!

80TWD

A wishing bottle, worth 80TWD.

If only I can wish,

I’ll wish that,

NO COCKROACH IS EVER EXISTED IN THIS WORLD.

T.T

Seriously, I never make enemy with them, I have never killed any of them either, why don’t they just let me go???

Hate cockroach,

Especially when they are BIG, and FLYABLE!

Get them away from me please! *pray hard*

 

And if I can wish,

I’ll wish for,

*something*.

Haha. Well they said if you really want that to happen, do not tell a soul, isn’t it?

Clarify: No to say that the first wish that I’ve just made is not sincere, it’s because I know that can never happen. I just need a proper way to express my hatred and fearfulness towards them(!) besides of screaming and running away from them. >.<!

Oh bytheway, I cleaned my keyboard! So white and clean now~ *proud* haha.

^,^V

What is a Friend?

So then, am I your friend?

^^

Everyone was born in May(Literally)

I feel kind of reluctant to update because this means that I'll have to push my previous post down and I seriously don't want that to happen because I LOVE that song. I don't know why, but it just keep playing in my head over and over again. Anyway, I added that to my Mixpod playlist so yea, I can update now. LOL.

It's May now. ZOMG. Time really flies, rightt? I just came here around September and it's May now! I'm going back in one month's time. Remember how we used to complain of time passing so slowly when we're in secondary school? I don't know about you but I do. And now, I think I'll have to complain about how time passing away so QUICKLY? I'm at the end of my first year and there is only three more years to go before I'm officially a pharmacist. ZOMG. Can't imagine that! I'll just leave it. Anyway, the main point is, why is there so many people born in May??!! Seriously, my Facebook never stop reminding me of my friends' birthday since 1st of May. Guess everyone loves to be a Taurus? LOL.

Just wannna say, Happy Birthday to ALL~ Be happy, everyone, I need people around me to be happy so as to tell me there is nothing worth to be sad about. And yes, a big smile helps.

A big smile like this >> =)

Take care everyone~

^,^V

Tempted to write

"May Peace Prevail On Earth"

I'm so tempted to write this on my Facebook status after witnessing the "war" between my friends. I'm so glad that I'm out of that mess although I'm indirectly(sort of?) being "attacked". hahahahaha! I heard you ask, why not write this out in Facebook? Reason is very simple, I'm too young to "die". Lawl~

Oh ya, I actually enjoyed myself a lot watching them "killing" each other. Hmmmmm. Something is not right with my brain. Lawl~

Anyway, may god bless all of you!~ Lalalalala~

^,^V Peace! ~

p/s: Another word of caution: Do not ever write something when you're not in a total sane state, effect could be devastating. XD

爱，恨。

人家说，

“爱得深，恨得也深。”

我不是那个人家啦，所以不是很赞同这个句子。

怎么说？

你如果可以这么爱一个人，你怎么会舍得让他难过，对不对？就算是分开了，没办法继续了，你也希望他可以过得快乐，而不是去恨他，诅咒他过得不好。有朋友问我，那要怎么放下？我说，把你的耳朵，眼睛都闭起来吧。不要去听到关于他的一切，不要去看到关于他的消息包括和他的合照，总之，远离他的一切。还有，要把回忆也锁上，说服自己不去回想和他过往种种的回忆。这个可能会有一点难，不过没关系，时间会帮你的。 =） 可是不要误会哦，我不是在劝你逃避。只是一开始不能面对的，就不要逼自己去正视它。先放它在一边，等有心理准备后，才面对它吧。

在Facebook里流传着一些notes ，上面写着：

分手后，

不能做朋友，因为彼此伤害过；

不能做敌人，因为彼此相爱过，

所以他成了你最熟悉的陌生人。

如果两个人分手之后做了朋友，

那说明你从来没爱过他，

如果两个人分手之后已就可以做会分手之前做的事，

那说明你想让他记住你，

如果两个人分手之后你不再见他并大声说你很他，

那说明你舍不得离开他，

如果两个人分手之后在彼此的世界消失了，

那说明你真的爱他。

我个人也不是很认同啦，我相信真的放下以后，再见也还会是朋友，不是吗？

^^

附送一首相关的歌吧~

p/s:怎么我听起来有点像电台的DJ啊？ LOL……

Let's see

how cruel life can get you.

how you can be immune of everything.

how you can tougher than before.

how you can put trust in people that betrayed you.

how much smile you have to fake before you can truly smile from the bottom of your heart.

how funny life can go.

how your story will develop from here.

Dear friend, that's all you need to do. Sit back and watch.

=)

Tuesday with Pink ^,*

He/she is absolutely adorable.

p/s: I don't really fancy kids(perhaps it's because I'm the youngest at home?), but babies are exception. =P

Just realise that perhaps I should add a sentence or two to explain why I suddenly post a picture of a baby, just in case anyone got the misconception of me wanted to have one(A big NO NO). *Thanks for the reminder! =)

I was in town today, hmph, the inital plan is to go and view a house located in Brook Road. However, as I was rushing to the bus station around 2.35pm(the viewing session is 3pm), I boarded the orange bus without looking at the number shown.

[ NB: 18: Unreachable to OldField Park, 418: Reachable to OldField Park. ] And yes, clever you should have known that I took the bus with number 18 printed on it. Great. Luckily I didn't doze off. I got off when the bus reached the last stop. As I was waiting for U18 to come, I looked at the time, 3pm. Great. Hence, I phoned SinYee and told her my situation.

Eventually, I ended up shopping, for food as well as clothes. >.<

What did I get? Haha. I got myself a pink trench coat! Size: 6. LOL. Guess I just can't grow any fatter or gain any more weight if I want to wear it. haha. Well, of course, got myself groceries. *Happy*

On my way back, a lady boarded the bus. Together with her baby, which is the one that I have posted the picture earlier. Mood turn --> Light and easy.

Lalalala~

Weekends? Weekends. haha.

灯塔

我的心灯，

请指引我回家的路，好让我可以安全到家，

好吗？

=）

Snowman

I wonder,

Why do they always build snowman alone? Isn't it kind of pathetic seeing the snowman standing in the middle of the white snow, staring at somewhere far away, as though he's telling us there is a dream ahead that he is yet to achieve or there is some one far away that he has been missing all these while? I know this sounds a bit pessimistic, but that's the first impression that I have when I look at it.

Perhaps that's the reason why after building the snowman, we destroy it. haha.

Hence, next time when I'm making one, instead of this,

I'll make this!

And they'll live happily ever after!

<3

^,^

A post before I go and bathe and cook my dinner.

Just came back from town.

Initially, I was going to join a community litter picking service to help keeping the city clean. But, we were late and we don't have the person-in-charge's phone number. A big mistake, so next time, I would say, be really punctual(I seriously don't

think bringing in Malaysian's habit of being late to UK is something good) and be sure to have the organizer's contact number so that in any case, we still can ring up.

But the bright side of this incident will be, we can go for shopping! Finally got something for the 2nd secret santa that I'm participating. It's all fated to be. You guys will have a better idea of what I'm crapping about when everything is being revealed next week. hehe. Then, we went on to buy ingredient's for tonight's cookies, next Friday's cake and next Saturday's rice ball. Gosh, we're cooking a lot nowadays, aren't we? haha.

Anyway, these are not really the main point of my post.

I was thinking, again, before I sleep last night.

How much have I changed since I came here? (Exclude physical changes of course, I know I have gained weight.) Did I really change in person? I want to know an answer, so that I can accept it when I get to know people around me has changed. Well, I know nothing is permanent and I know I should accept the fact that everyone will change. I just need some time to adjust to that change. Or perhaps, nothing really changes. Maybe I'm the one who has changed and therefore I see things differently now and thought that they have changed. Confusing enough? Nevermind that. At least I know that the changes are towards the good. I should be happy for that.

Just a picture that I love, to end this post.

Au revoir~

p/s: Looking forward for Christmas!

=)

Inertia

My inertia is too high.

I'm so possessive.

I have very very bad side of me.

And now,

I wanna bury myself into work.

Stop facebook,

Stop MSN,

Stop internet,

Stop thinking.

Stop myself.

What is your answer?

What is your answer if you were to be asked the following question: -
1. Are you all right?
2. Why aren’t you all right?
3. Who made you to be not all right?
4. What had happened until you are not all right?
5. When did the event that makes you not all right occur?
6. Where did the event that makes you not all right take place?
7. So what can I do or say to make you to be in the all right state again?

If the person answering these questions was me, my answer will be:-
1. Sorry, I don’t know.
2. Sorry, I don’t know.
3. Sorry, I don’t know.
4. Sorry, I don’t know.
5. Sorry, I don’t know.
6. Sorry, I don’t know.
7. Sorry, I don’t know.

So, the conclusion is that, I’m all right. Thanks for the concern o. Hehe.

Saja posting. ^,^